The post I wrote while watching House (pretty good, eh?!)

One of the ways Obama Pods compensate for their violent impulses is to insist that an anti-Obama writer "kill themselves". I have been told to commit suicide by Pods a number of times in the last few months. This is a "murder wish" on the part of the Pods - most of whom still want to believe they remain in a rational universe and their support of Obama is based in something other than fantasy and projection. Underneath this murder wish is a fear of being stripped of the fantasy. One's defense of the ego's projection is almost impossible to dislodge. As a recovered alcoholic I can testify to this.

Another Pod posted tonight telling me I should kill myself. Bad news for the Pod: I am happy and like my life. It's far from perfect but, hey, I'd be lost without a project. Great friends, the best dog ever, a decent job that makes my life seem much more glamorous than it is, and a big TV for college football (thanks to one of the great friends...).

Stating that one should commit violence against oneself is a subjugation of a violent impulse that I find in many Obama Pods. The evidence is everywhere. Homes have been shot up. People have been beaten and threatened.

This is one of the reasons I've become sublime about an Obama win. Either I'm right or I'm wrong. The only way to find out - since the media still refuses to do the job - is for Obama to take power. If I am right and Obama is a narcissistic, naive, corrupt President we will pay the price but Obama will be neutered by 2010. If I am wrong Obama will be a wise good leader who will govern from the middle and move the country out of the lunacy of the Cheney/Bush years. I win either way - self centered I admit.

I am a guy who needs to know the why of things. I want to know the answer to what has occurred this year. All who have been watching closely know that something fundamental has shifted. My judgment now is that shift is negative. Obama has been elevated by unseen power and money. Talented and smart as he is, his rise is not reflective of his talent- and certainly not of his accomplishments as there are none.

Mystery Pod also stated I "run a hate site". This also goes to confronting his/her fantasy. Any criticism - whether harsh or silly - of Obama is classified as "hate". This is not a "hate site" by any rational stretch. It is critical of Obama and the Obamamedia. And frankly hardly ranks as anti- obama sites go. In the insular world of PODs there is a lack of awareness of the breadth of the anti-obama movement. And if it is not a "movement" now it will become one quickly if he wins. Basic real fears about this man are deep and wide. Mass trashing of 40, then 50, then 60 then 70 percent of the population won't fly. Pods please start with the blog roll on this site. Look at the readers articles on any given day at RCP. Those of us who do not trust or like Obama and his minions are plentiful. We may not win the day on Tuesday - but until information comes to light that negates our views - I remain convinced we will win the war.

I have been saying for months that underneath Obama support is a mob mentality. If Obama is well ahead in polls the mob acts like a massive frat party. If a pointed question is asked or information damaging to the lightbringer is revealed a fury is released. Joe the Plumber is the latest example. A citizen who asked a simple question that the candidate gave a "boneheaded" (or revealing) answer to was trashed. We saw this happen to Clinton through out the Spring. I do not think the Obama mob will change after the election. Many will grow tired of hatred dressed up as a cause. But violence is in the hearts of many of these people. Our job is to stay alert. To tell the truth. To force reality back into the conversation and defend the values that old school liberals (like me) and true conservatives share. Some of those values are: a defense of individual liberty, a fair and open government, opposition to racism and sexism, and a legitimate, balanced press. All these values have been trashed by Obama in his pursuit of power.

I do not know who Obama is. I don't know if he's closest socialist as many say (there is evidence to suggest he is) or not. I know Obama is not who he says he is. And I know he has unleashed a lunacy on the Left. When this type of lunacy has been visited upon other countries it does not end well.

Finally -to lessen the gravity a bit - my hunch now is that the country is going Left but not hard Left.

At any rate, if he wins, we will get an answer.